MIyung's Song #2 :whats that?/Im not ready

----Whats that rap----
Whats that?
I ask my self,
Ooh I ask myself
Whats that?
I tell myself
when I'm not ready to be helped
Whats that?
It's bout I move.
Bout time I move
Whats that?
Its bout time you know
I'm not ready to go.....
-------Song : I'm not ready
I'm not ready, to be understandable
I not ready to open up my doors..
I don't want to be an open book
I wanna be much more But,
I'm not ready to walk outside my side
With out putting on my mask to cover up my shame
I'm not ready, To trust another soul
Cause I'm just scared to even open up my doors.

I'm not ready. To see another persons face
Who says they love me, I guess ill have to wipe my face
from all the tears, That fall be on my gasp
Cause I'm not ready, NO, I'm not ready.

I'm not steady, Enough to even laugh with someone
I'm not healthy, I make all the kids cry
I'm not worthy, To let another see my face,
under the make up I'm a big disgrace....

Yet your ready, to see me open up my doors
Yet your ready. to help me love again,
But are you ready to handle all the pain inside
Thinking just about, It might make you cry....

I'm not ready, to be understandable

I not ready to open up my doors..

I don't want to be an open book

I wanna be much more But,

I'm not ready to walk outside my side

With out putting on my mask to cover up my shame

I'm not ready, To trust another soul

Cause I'm just scared to even open up my doors.